the last man standing ... ?
it ponders me a lot of time. what is the reason ( if it has to be .. ) few friends chose me to be their best man on their wedding.
some makes me think that because i'm the last bachelor friend he has.
the next invitation to be a best man is in december. the request/invitation has never been talked in a moment of appreciation. it feels like unfinished business as so far the talk about requesting or inviting me juz over a very brief conversation, like when we walked after friday prayer rushing to the office, over a short phone call, after iftar when everybody rush to solat n after that he was rushing to meet the fiancee etc.
sigh. am i the one who has been childish and emotional about this?